Friday, December 25, 2009

went for carolling yest. 3pm to 12 am. hahaha. damn fun. esp rudolph the red nose reindeer. cos we sort of added stuff to it at the back of each line:D hahaha. super funny. but the bus was damn noisy. and squeezy. i think about 40 ppl on it lah. slept at almost 4. cos my eyes damn tired but my brain still like too active or smth..lol.

i'm dreading the start of schl.

at least i have my 50 dollars worth of presents:D from my parents

Posted by chris:) at 5:07:00 PM

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

i heard everything. last night. at 2am.

Posted by chris:) at 5:24:00 PM

Monday, November 16, 2009

feel like i've become 3 years older. since sat. i thought these things didn't happen in reality. but it does. i don't really get it. why pray when god allows these things to happen to you? so...things happen for a reason. god has a purpose for things to happen. so god just allows these kind of ppl to just sin? like that?

i'm so disgusted that i can't even look her straight in the eye. without feeling angry. betrayed.

don't even feel like planning cca stuff anymore. no one cares. at all. esp the one who shld be caring the most and just be the one leading and organising and planning more. that bastard is the one that doesn't even give a shit about anything. and i'm supposed to pick up the pieces? i'm so sick of everything alr. this stupid exco or wadever that doesn't even seem like one. a team is one where everyone works tgt. not just a few ppl and the rest just are in it for the credit, the benefits or the position.

i don't wanna care about anything. cos i feel that its the only way for that stupid asshole to start picking up his own shit.

i made a choice. not to go. sorry if anyone didn't like my decision. but i really had to do something that day.

cos when someone says they don't care, they actually do. or they wouldn't feel so pissed that they feel like not caring.

Posted by chris:) at 3:51:00 PM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

going for 2012. tonight. leaving in 15 min. looking forward:)
time for miracles.

Posted by chris:) at 4:46:00 PM

schl sucks. chem and physics test tmr. wth lah. last day of schl also test. not planning to study much anw. today no time. sigh. bio pop quiz today too. on a topic that we just learnt during the 2 periods today. at least can rmb some stuff lah. sucks lah stupid schl. as if they give A LOT OF HW not enough like that. first 2 wks of schl still got "revision test" which is like exam lah wth. in the hall some more. thats like start of year exam can. super pissed. they think we very free or wad. holidays supposed to let us have a break after 10 months of schl can. then they still have alps 2 wks. then so many h'day assignments. then tests. then exams. like we no cca or wad like that meh. stupid. damn no brain lah.

cha guan was like ages ago. but it was nice. and fun. learnt to make tea. and some history crap...tea leaf egg was nice. one free then if want some more one dollar for every egg. which is a rip off. had ice cream puffs though. unexpectedly. nice lah. super shiok. since it was raining that day..and we had nice warm tea and tea cups to warm our hands. and then nice hot tea leaf egg. and then cold ice cream puffs:)

other ppl seem to really love their cca and just seem pretty much bonded. but us...i just wonder. if we had better and nicer and more responsible ppl in it. would it be better? just one person can't change the world. esp when so many ppl just choose to ignore you. they just won't understand. how hard it actually is.

my dad just broughthome a super big teddy bear. for my sis. huge. gigantic. like if it stands it'll be above my elbow. below shoulder. and i wonder again. sigh.

Posted by chris:) at 3:28:00 PM

Thursday, November 5, 2009

the schl is damn damn stupid man. the same 3 stalls have been opened the last 4 days. only those 3 stalls. then so many ppl the queue so long. and recess only 30 min.. zzz. damn dumb lah. so nvr eat proper meal for the last 3 days. until today. hahaha. cos me and sheen chiong down then no one at all:D and they extended recess by 10 min. yay. but dr boon saw our class going out like 1 min before class ended. lol. heck care lah.

after schl went simpang eat mee pok...blah. chilli so nice lor. but damn oily lah. hahaha

haiz. new eng cher. cellina xie. sucks lah. feel like strangling her and putting masking tape over her mouth. she damn irritating lah. supposed to watch kite runner ma. then EVERY lesson she'll at least talk crap for 10 min about i dunno wad cos i dun bother listening before she play the movie. SUPER IRRITATING. can't stand her lah. her voice and accent also damn irritating. aiya. just dun like her can le lah.

rain whole day...so sad lah. and yucky. when the ground is wet.

a lot of hw...damn sian.

Posted by chris:) at 5:24:00 PM

Sunday, November 1, 2009

super tired. slept at 1am yest. woke at 7 plus today...went out whole day...wanna sleep. nvr take my afternoon nap:( kids need 10 hours of sleep...hahaha. i'm just a kid, and life is a nightmare. hahaha. its a song.

yeah sometimes the smallest gestures can touch your heart. thanks man:) for unknowkingly touching my heart. hahaha

went tete's hse today. condo lah. lounge there. got soft toys:D and TEDDY BEAR!!!! :D:D:D:D i love teddy bears. esp my big one at home. did ss video. and the dumb nobody song...with multiple NGs...

passed by changi jap schl. the one i went to years ago. brought back memories from maybe 7 years ago? i can't rmb too. then i was too tired so i slept on the bus on the way home. tried to at least. while the bus jerked...

my sis and church friends just went park...zzz. wanna go. but so hot. and i'm tired. so i shall just stay here at watch WGM:D

and hug my teddy bear:D:D:D:D yay:)

Posted by chris:) at 4:57:00 PM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

omg i'm getting damn pissed by my dad. super pissed now.

all he does is nag and nag and nag at me. wth.

go throw rubbish. sweep floor. bathe. EVERY DAMN THING ALSO NEED TO NAG. WTH.

and all he tells my sis to do is clean the stupid piano. and i have to do so many freaking things and i can't even use the bloody com when she has alr used it.

i'm like gonna burst alr. explode with anger. irritation. everything.

and if i do that i'll most probably get scolded again. and be banned from tv and com and wadever shit.

i hate it. everything. sucks.

Posted by chris:) at 4:06:00 PM

Friday, October 30, 2009

i seriously hate it when ppl treat me like trash. take me for granted. sucks.

and irresponsible ppl. like them.

and ppl who shout/scream at me instead of just talking at a normal volume.

and bimbotic ppl.

and friends who are not really your friends at all.

sorry but i've been unhappy or just pissed off this wk. by certain ppl. but things happened which make me ask myself if they are really my friends or not. i dun think friends are someone you just throw stuff that u don't wanna do to. or ppl whom u rely on only when your other friends aren't there. or ppl whom u use to share in buying a present for someone cos u can't afford it or you're just too lazy to get a present yourself.

this may or may not sound like you. but its only in general.

i tried to be tolerant. to just accept and understand it. but i can't. reached my limit. and i just snapped. yesterday. and today. i just walked off from smth that i didn't wanna do cos i felt that it wasn't my responsibility. since we had an agreement and allocated the duties alr. but i didn't want to be someone that ppl can dump stuff that they dun have time or dun wanna do to. esp when i waited for them to take their own time to put their bags and then they still raised their voice to me. wth lah. fyi, i'm not a trash bag where u can just dump stuff u don't want to. or a superhuman where i can do everything and anything. i'm just a human like you. a person who has feelings. and i don't like the way you treat me.

maybe its cos of ur new friends. actually i think its cos of ur new friends cos you've become just like them. bimbotic bunch of bimbos.

sorry.

Posted by chris:) at 6:17:00 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

wth lah. super pissed with my family lately.

i whole day nvr even use com then my sis still dun let me use. and my dad also. idiot. "sleep at 12 o clock" great lah. only like 20 mins to use. wth. like i care. idiot.

that time also. just because this time exam didnt score well for chinese and physics then want me get tuition. wth lah. then he want me to find chem, chinese physics tuition meh. still got amath lah. think i very free arr. what makes ppl think that having more tuition is good lah. wth. no brain sia. got so many tuition also no time do hw right. in the end also fail. no brain.

at least mon no schl. can use com more. but still need pack room. super messy. feel like just throwing away all the notes. zzz. need file notes again. cos i think study that time i took out then anyhow dump on the table and floor. so now a few stacks of it...damn.

i wanna watch WGM....

Posted by chris:) at 11:45:00 PM