Sunday, August 31, 2008

yesterday went to T3 at around 9.30. then check in luggage then walk around and when we finally found swenson's, ordered ice cream!!! i ate gold rush. and they took damn freaking long to make the ice cream lah. crazy peeps. their soon is 10 min plus. lol. then after that go departure hall there send my mum. walao. she taking A380 lah. so good lor. i think company pay de. yeah. so she'll be back nxt mon. as in when schl reopens.

and i can't even go fetch her lah. cos got stupid cca. most likely won't go. cos she come back around 2.30pm. yah. then no time. can't even chiong there or something.

had church today. chong wei teaching. today he teach damn fast lah. like only 15 min then he say he's finishing already. then everyone was like wad???? so fast??? yupp. he say cos if he take too long we won't pay attention, which is kinda true i guess. but today everyone super guai lor. all bring bible. and nvr play hp. lol. i think cos they scared of him le. cos that time in the closing prayer he say like we damn bad like that, nvr listen, then he dun feel like teaching and he talk about lots of other stuff. then after that everyone was like: oh crap. i think we went too far.

yah. but today he quite good lah. after making us memorize a super long verse, he say dismiss. but we decided to stay cos we were bored. and he let us play his phone. yupp.

damn sian leh. tmr got robogp training. not sure if can dun go leh. but if huizhen not going then i'll be damn bored lah. sian. no time do hw le. actually holiday hw i dun really care. everytime is last day chiong de.

just now went library. borrowed a few books on drawing cartoon characters. i can draw, as in copy from the book lah. but i dunno how to use the lines supposedly to help in the drawing. kinda weird.

i think i'll just spend my time drawing, then compiling everything together in one book.

Love is about being with someone you can't live without, not being with someone just because that person is there.

Posted by chris:) at 5:25:00 PM

Saturday, August 30, 2008

damn sian. today no pianio. my holiday schedule is damn packed lah.
mon: nothing, but got lots of hw
tues: sci project
wed: robogp competition
thurs: robogp competition
fri: robogp competition

walao. the robogp thing damn long somemore leh. everyday from morning until 5. siao wan lor. dun even have time to study or do hw lah.

got headache le...crap. just rmb i forgot to bring back chinese tb to study. crap crap crap!! gg le lah.

my mum leaving around 7 plus i think. later go T3 send her. but then got to skip cell. if there is. today can go watch hairspray de lor. cos team meeting for those who havent watch. actually i havent watch. but 4-6 leh. siao. i no time le...

why shld leaving the world, and rejoining the cosmos, be any scarier than entering the world, which wasn't very scary at all?

Posted by chris:) at 5:03:00 PM

Friday, August 29, 2008

and sci prac on thurs was super fun too. cos some of the guys weren't listening when miss farah showed us the acid and alkaline thing. then she added some kind of chemical to some kind of solution and then it turned purple but when she shake then it disappear. then elton was like: eh, miss farah! how come the water purple colour wan?!?!

miss farah: where got?

elton: have wad.

*teacher adds more chemical*

miss farah: where?

elton: there the thing come again!

hong ming: is you hallucinating lah...(lol)

elton: but really have wad...

miss farah: have lah. they bluff you only.

elton: see. have lah. is purple colour wan right?

miss farah: no..its green.

lol. damn funny lah. the whole class gang him. miss farah quite nice..

Posted by chris:) at 3:38:00 PM

forgot to mention. got back results on wed. quite good lah. but i expected my geog and math to be better. lol. cos i didnt really study for the tests. yeah. but nvr mind lah. got 3rd in class^^ so cool lah. and my mum owes me a present. lol. kay. when teacher announcing i was like stoning lah. cos i wanna watch movie. then she go stop the thing. walao. then i hear my name after the 2nd, then i like huh? then amanda nudge me, then i was oh! okay. she calling me meh? lol. but its quite unexpected. anw its only ca. no big deal....

Posted by chris:) at 3:17:00 PM

had sci common test on thurs. damn sian lah. i confirm get damn low marks. cos didnt study. i 1 hour plus sit in my room stone lah. walao. damn pissed with myself.

after schl on thurs stayed back to do rgp. BUT...first, the room havent open, cos the seniors still having class. then we go there no thumbdrive and programme. crap them lah. and AP changed all our programme and now dun even have a safe programme lah. wtf. damn pissed. he even changed the one in hz's thumbdrive lah. now all can't even complete the track and the competition is only nxt week. and we no time train. cos wed, thur, fri got some stupid course thing. then left mon and tues. dun even have time to do hw lah. stupid competition. the only free time i have is mon le. cos tues meeting up to do sci project. super sian

after that go home then about 6 plus go vivo watch Wall. E. its super cute lah the robot. and the animation. but the movie sucks. seriously. no storyline at all. quite boring. and lame. i only like the cartoon. lol. but anw its free cos my mum company give free ticket. plus popcorn, drink, hotdog. but i didnt finish popcorn and drink.

today celebrate teachers day. sit in hall for like 2 hours plus. actually the first part quite funny lah. when sec 4c go change the lyrics to "the reason". make until damn funny. talk about the girls folding skirt and guys keep long sideburns, then make cai lao shi very angry. lol. oh!!! and the songs that concert band played were damn damn nice. but cant rmb the title. but the last part is super sian lor. cos sit until leg damn pain. then the concert last part also quite boring.

after that i went back to class to chiong finish the zuo wen. i write until damn crap lah. cos yesterday no time do mah. then rushing to go back EPPS with the rest. so yeah. die le. but on the way edbert was damn freaking noisy lah. keep saying:"..............its not good, ya know" damn irritating. but after that got to see mdm maisarah. she looks fatter lah. no offense. but she still looks kind of the same. and she got more popular. lol. i miss 6 courage '06. sigh. those were the times...

my mum leaving for london on sat. sad.... 10 days leh. holiday die le lor.... cos she going cambridge there for her company thing. dunno wad lah. actually i can go de lor. then got stupid robogp competition. and the tickets damn ex. i wan ask her buy breaking dawn there. my dad buy from borders take damn long lah.

i wanna watch army daze!!!

Posted by chris:) at 2:50:00 PM

Tuesday, August 26, 2008

didn't go to watch bball match today. damn sad lah. at first i want to go de. then eunice and rachel also. then after that they say dunwan to go le, then nobody go with me so i nvr go lor. sian. but its quite far lah. and they encourage us to go, but we have to go ourself. sian. sad lah. the singapore table tennis association beside toa payoh stdium where the match is lor. so close... then i come home also do nothing. stupid lah. today no hw. usually i come home late then they give hw. crazy ppl. did i choose the wrong ppl as my friends? we dun seem to have anything in common. all they care about is shopping, movies, sentosa, playing, going concert, eating. thats all they know. if only there was someone willing to go with me to see some sports event...thats wad i'm really interested in. the rest is just quite a waste of time and money. i'm getting pissed with their attitude lah..

tmr i got sci supplementary. for the CT on thurs. sian. but it will help me get better marks i guess. and that time it really helped me. so i guess i'm going.

hope AHS C div boys win=) make us proud. jiayou!!!

time passes so fast now? i wonder why? its gonna be the end of the schl term soon. again. and very soon the whole cycle will just repeat itself....

and my ankle hurts. cant turn. not sure if can take PE tmr...

i want breaking dawn!!!
you promised, but you broke it. cant you just freaking wait? bitch.
i'm tired of borrowing books from them. dun think they even want to lend me lah. if you dun want to you can just say it in my face you know. not that i really care...

Posted by chris:) at 4:47:00 PM

Monday, August 25, 2008

walao. damn pissed lah. i today can go raffles city see the table tennis players de lor. somemore schl end a bit earlier cos teachers got some course. then i suay lor, got cca. from 1.30 to 4.30. then still drag until 5 leh. damn sian lah. i wanna go see feng tian wei and li jia wei!!! can take pics and get autograph de lor...boohoo....sad.

but cca quite fun lah. cos we played truth or dare. but i was quite lucky. huizhen damn suay lah. she choose dare. then she suppose to go hug 3 sec 1 guys. then she exchange for kissing lee hao on the cheek. lol. damn fun lah. then lee hao go hug kia qian. lol.

the robogp competition nxt wk le. and i have to go for some stupid training thing cos teacher sign me and huizhen up for it. stupid lah. wed, thurs,fri leh. from morning to 5 leh. half my holiday gone le lah. then our programme now sux lah. last wk at least can complete the track lor. and its quite fast leh. then today i think some idiot went to help us change it then become like that. damn sian lah. it can't even complete helf of the track lah. why can't he just complete his programming first then help us? besides, he's not really helping lah. its getting worse. dumb.

tmr got bball finals at toapayoh stadium. i think we cant go lah. the bus only for sc and teachers. sian. but i wanna watch. not fair. and thats not the prob. its that i dunno how to go!!! crap them lah. shld let the whole schl go support them mah... and its beside the singapore table tennis association!!!! so cool. and the paddlers staying at the hostel there i think. i wan go see!!!!

thurs got sci common test. sian...miss farah said its gonna be hard. and i havent started studying yet. die le. i everytime last minute chiong de.

dun care lah. i go watch tv le. fall for you rox!!!

Posted by chris:) at 9:04:00 PM

Sunday, August 24, 2008

e m p t y . . .

i feel empty...like lifeless empty.

i feel like i'm feeling so many things. sad, stressed, frustrated, sick and tired of everything......

can a human feel so many things at once?

cos if they can't then maybe i'm not human...

Posted by chris:) at 6:49:00 PM

i felt damn pissed these past few days. obviously cos of my sis. wth lah. she everytime go check my phone and send my stuff to hers when i'm sleeping lah. its damn freaking irritating can? then i know she sent something cos i check my phone then got her bluetooth name registered in mine wad. and she still dare deny. bitch. then she got her laptop which my mum gave her and she dun use, then yesterday cos i afternoon damn tired then slp mah. then she go use my com play maple. i was like WTH!!! and now my com damn lag. it took half an hour just to load finish everything. and the internet kepp hanging.

yesterday's oral sucks lah. they tell us go at 8.05, then we about 9 plus then go into the hall lah. then still must wait for our turn. so dumb lah. make me wake up so early. i woke at 6.30 leh. when i could have slept till 10...then after that i go home slp le...

my dad says he found another piano teacher, but only can teach on thurs. so either we change badminton to fri, which is impossible cos only he wants to change, or we dun go for badminton. that is ridiculous. cos i want to go badminton. i dun care. they dun even know wad i really want lah.

cca was quite boring lah. but we had fun disturbing the juniors. lol. all damn scared of camera de lor...

i feel damn emo lah. its like i have a dream, but i don't know how to get it. like i'm stuck here. and i can't go anywhere else...

quite pissed with my mum on fri. cos i wanted to watch the bronze medal match btw li jia wei and guo yue. then she suggested going to some place for dinner which is quite far. then by the time we get there the thing will be over le mah. then i say i wanna watch, then she flare up at me. like wth. olympic is just once every 4 years. can't i just watch it while i can? and li jia wei may not be playing anymore lah. she said maybe she's not going for the london 2012 olympics. damn sad. at least got feng tian wei...yeah. then when we finally went to a place which HAS tv, she and my dad were like...aiya, won't win lah. keep saying won't win leh. but li jia wei fought back right. she managed to take 2 matches at least. why cant they be more optimistic lah. say until like that i dun even feel like watching le lor. i can hope can't i? where's your singapore spirit i wonder.

tonight got olympic closing ceremony. sad lah. finish already lor. only like 3 weeks. and team singapore coming back tmr i think. some of them already came back....i feel damn sian. still must do art mindmap and research but i dun even noe wad to do. i dun care le. anw teacher sure give more time to hand in mah...thats wad i like about mrs hudd=)

and my favourite athletes:
- michael phelps,usa. although he is quite gay
- usain bolt,jamaica. he run damn freaking fast lah. and he damn cool. but quite egoistic
- feng tian wei,s'pore. lol. actually most of the s'pore athletes lah. but she play damn cool
- li jia wei,s'pore although she sometimes play quite impatient
- lin dan, china. my fave. cos he plays badminton^^ amanda sure say he shuai. cos his hair quite nice.
- guo yue, china. she quite nice lah. very calm (and expressionless) when playing.
- valerie vill, new zealand. she damn pro lor. shot put. she throw damn far leh. and her hair is nice=) half black and blond

yeah. thats all. cos i dun really watch other sports...only swimming, running, badminton and table tennis=)

Posted by chris:) at 4:56:00 PM

Thursday, August 21, 2008

c r a p s t u f f

bored... no hw. just that got to prepare for chinese oral thing. and tmr got eng test. but i dun really care about that. damn crap lah. the stupid proposal thing. i'm sick and tired of studying. no matter how hard i try, its still not good enough for you. i wonder why? i've done my best. and i'm not even interested in studying lah. just that its the only thing that i can be doing, cos i gave up on sports as my cca, a decision that i know i'll live to regret.

how nice it would be, if you could play sports for your own country...

later got badminton. i realised that i'm not that good in captain's ball anymore. can't even defend properly. maybe cos i havent practiced in a few years. if i could, i would play badminton and nvr give it up. but its all too late. i know.

havent played badminton in 2 weeks le. first cos that time my mum sick, then whole family didnt go. then cos last week got the stupid psle oral, then they last minute go cancel. if they do that today, i'm gonna be so pissed. and disappointed. its like the only thing i have left. besides piano, which i am not very interested in. and i suddenly dun feel like learning guitar or drum too. dunno why.

i miss the times when i was a child, having no worries...when everyday is just a day for me to play...not like now. the whole world is so freaking competitive lah. wads their problem. actually i dun really care about results anymore. but the more i dun seem to care, the better it gets. am i self consciously tring my best? i dunno. and if i dun, who else knows? cos i find myself mugging for every freaking stupid test there is...maybe thats wad god wants me to excel in...i dun really noe myself. we'll see. but thats definitely not what i want. and i know that.

i feel sick. of everything. everyday seems the same to me. nothing special. what is my purpose exactly? i wouldnt mind the end of the world. though it seems that i will lose everything. every single thing i have. but gain something for eternity-heaven and the life awaiting me.

Posted by chris:) at 6:29:00 PM

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

i'm bored...sian. oh yah. i forgot. yesterday i damn pissed lah. cos the malay teacher buay song then go pick on me, becky, amanda and the other basketballers. cos she thinks that we were damn noisy. but the whole class like damn noisy wad. but just happen that we suay lor. she walking to us that time we go laugh damn freaking loud. then she angry ask us go board write some stupid words. which i dun even noe lah. walao. dun even understand why we have to learn malay. and she expect us to rmb everything she taught in like 3 months. wth. then after that we go back our seat then becky shift to ken's place, with eunice. then she make a lot of noise then the teacher not happy go shout and scream again. stupid. if she did that to me i confirm flare up de lor. i think i'll just chiong out of class. we're not the only ones making noise wad. she so pro go ask the whole class shut up lah. stupid.

anw. tonight angeline leaving le. quite sad actually. not sure if i can go send her off though. my dad sure say cannot de lor. but if my mum going there to fetch some pastor then maybe i can tag along. anw tmr go schl late ma...

yeah. then today morning i quite pissed also. cos ms nisrin didn't give us back our essay. but she claimed she did. but no one has it. then she nid it to key in our CA marks. then she say must redo. like wth. but in the end i still redo. cos i dun wan that to mess up my good grades for CA=) and i dun wan that to drag down my marks for the compre test...so yeah

went to find the price for the ingredients at ntuc with eunice. our recipe for homecons not even confirmed yet lah. but who cares. later i still must edit. sian. then still got chinese zuo ye, and eng compre. and must prepare for chinese oral the topic. sian...

The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.

i guess its sort of true. but no matter how much i believe in it, my dream probably won't come true, unless there's some sort of miracle...

Posted by chris:) at 4:55:00 PM

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

t e a m s i n g a p o r e = )

i'm bored. got geog and eng hw. but dun care first lah. walao. yesterday i waited for like 2 hours then can on tv, then in the end every channel is the national day rally speech. retarded lah. why must make so many channel???? then in the end i just slack on the sofa for 1 hour. walao. waste my time lor. i want to watch olympic wan leh.

today math test was okay. dun wan to say anything else le. then apparently we have to make our class neater. or else they will throw all our books. stupid lah.

later i wanna watch tv!!! i wanna watch the table tennis singles match, but dunno when leh...team singapore rocks lah^^ i love feng tian wei and li jia wei lah. but the wang yue gu make quite a lot of mistakes...nvm lah. FTW better...at least they win silver for s'pore. after 48 years somemore... china impossible to win de lor... its good enough=) i wish i can play lor. maybe badminton. that is just a dream...obviously. sigh. so good to play for s'pore lah. dun even know what my ambition is anymore...i wanna play sports!!! but if cant then i really dunno.... who cares. long way ahead. lol

When you loved the one who was killing you, it left you no options. How could you run, how could you fight,when doing so would hurt that beloved one? If your life was all you had to give your beloved, how could you not give it?

If it was someone you truly loved?

Posted by chris:) at 5:16:00 PM

Saturday, August 16, 2008

okayy..i woke up late today. cos there's no piano and i slept like around 1 plus yesterday. my com is seriously lagging. i wanna get a laptop lah. stupid. maybe end of year. thats wad my mum said. and i'm getting a psp!!! for sure. cos my mum got her bonus=) so yeah. and i earned another 20 dollars. cos i got a merit for piano. plus the $20 for my bday that i havent use...but i cant believe i didn't blog for one week lah. just dun feel like it. anw its dead already, so who cares.

went to lion's home yesterday. not that bad lah. rachel just kept singing and singing and singing...and we just acted like retards. quite fun. then there got tv, so most of us were like slacking for the last 15 min or so, watching olympics. the table tennis damn pro lah. i watched the li jia wei singles match. sad that she lost. so freaking close. but the koreans quite good...feng tian wei rocks lah. she play damn pro can. so s'pore now fighting china for gold. but i think china will win lah. how can dun win. anw must watch. sun 7.30pm channel u=) then after that went mac at whitesands with becky, eunice, amanda, olivia. i damn hungry, so order student meal. and the retarded beaky and her mum kept taking my fries. lol. and we took some spastic pics, but i can't find my download cable!!! so cant upload. sian. and i missed cca. cos i seriously damn hungry, then canteen no food. so no choice.

michael phelps rocks too lah. although he's in usa. but he swim damn fast leh. and he got like 6 gold medals already lah. but he quite gay lah. lol

i wanna learn guitar!!! but my mum say must get piano grade 6 first. but how to get grade 6 when i dun even have a piano teacher anymore? cos she's going overseas for work or something. anw i dun really like her. so who cares.

i think i screwed up the chinese and geog tests lah. nvr study at all. maybe chinese got lah. a bit. and we're getting back on mon. i confirm won't get highest lor. but anw my chinese improve a lot already. compared to last year. eng i damn happy lah. 17 for compre and summary leh. cool lah. cos i anyhow do summary de. then i just chiong anyhow write. then got 17.

not sure if later going for cg...but i'm reading eclipse!!! damn nice. and waiting for borders to get breaking dawn. cos my dad insists he must buy from there cos he got discount. lol. so i must slowly wait lor.

i realised our class is bonded in rebelling against someone. thats quite good=) angeline's leaving on tues i think. sad. and finally, the quote of the day:

life is like an onion, you peel it off one layer at a time, and sometimes, you weep.

Posted by chris:) at 12:57:00 PM

Saturday, August 9, 2008

sian. wanted to change blogskin, but cant find one that i really like. so i nxt time then change. i see all the skin until sian already lah. stupid. nvm. dun care first. damn tired lah. i want to watch the olympic swimming thing. but today dun have. so sian. only got soccer, wieghtlifting, handball, bball, gymnastics and boxing. stupid. and mon 10 am got badminton. i'm gonna watch. i dun care

Posted by chris:) at 5:09:00 PM

H A P P Y B I R T H D A Y S P O R E ! ! !

yupp. its s'pore's 43rd bday. same age as my mum i think. yesterday watched the opening ceremony of beijing olympics until slp. was waiting for them to call out s'pore lah. then can see who go there. and how many ppl. but my dad says its number 188!!! then i wait until number 120 plus then too tired go slp le. sian. but the opening performance damn nice lah. bet it cant be compared to ndp.

just now had piano. then after that watch olympics=) first weightlifting, then gymnastics. then bball. but the basketball woman's team damn suck lah. can't even shoot properly lor. keep missing. and now i can use my com=) my com is crazy lor. sometimes can on, then cannot. but now i think okay le.

sharne coming my hse. with the pastor from chiangmai. i think they go fetch him. pastor prasarn i think. cos that time we go mission trip........long story lah. but i'm stuck at home. and tmr maybe going JB. cos my mum doing facial again!!! thats bad. cos i'll be stuck there for like 3 hours with completely nothing to do. at least if my dad buy eclipse or breaking dawn then i can go there read ma. but he havent even buy yet lah. sian

and i watched step up 2 online. i noe i'm a lagger. its damn freaking nice lah. but i havent watch the last part yet. havent load finish.

the ppl are here gtg. bye

Posted by chris:) at 1:51:00 PM

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

idiot lah. my com sucks. can't on again lah. dunno wads its problem. so many freaking times already lah. why can't my parents just sell the stupid com and buy me a laptop? idiot.

no mood to talk about anything else already. not like anyone actually cares.

Posted by chris:) at 5:36:00 PM

Monday, August 4, 2008

yay!!! finally got to use the freaking com. my dad lah. dun let me use. just now watched tv=) cos my sis sick, then my dad let us watch a while. but now i'm chionging geog lah. damn pissed. cos some ppl dun bother doing anything, you noe who you are. then now only 1 person compiling everything into the ppt. poor thing. then later still must chiong individual mind map. damn crap lah.

cca okay lah. i damn happy. cos i fianlly taking part in competition. robogp somemore. the best lah. then now can train le. and the track is damn freaking easy lah. but must go 2 rounds. and each team must do 2 robots. but quite simple lah. cos 1 team 6 ppl. my team of 3 ppl completed the track already lah. damn safe lah the program. but quite slow. sad.

my mum bought a new laptop. fujitsu. stupid lah. i wanna but. then can bring to train rgp. but even if can but will be my parents who buy and i'll get theirs. lame. nvr will i take it. maybe my dad's, but very heavy leh. i want vista. i dun care. and imac is gay lah.

nothing else to talk about. just that yesterday didnt go church. and stop asking me wad my position is for 2.4. irritating leh.

Posted by chris:) at 8:46:00 PM

Sunday, August 3, 2008

sian...i'm damn freaking bored. can't post much cos my dad watching. bye

ps: i can't watch tv either. explain nxt time...

Posted by chris:) at 4:36:00 PM