Tuesday, February 23, 2010

omg. can't i just have some peace in this house. wth. bloody pissed off. wads your prob lah. i also nvr offend you or wad right. demanding shit. can't use com. can't play psp. also no hw right.

sick of everything. can't even muster the energy to drag myself out of bed everyday and go to schl. felt like collapsing on the train today. just lying down and slp. was in bio yesterday. boring bio. when i suddenly had this thought. wth am i learning about mitosis and meiosis for? in fact, why am i even learning about development, food, trigo formulas, gradient functions,vectors, chemical eqns and a whole lot of crap for? if i won't even need it when i grow up, get out of all this shit and start working? huh. waste of time. totally. can't i just quit schl....other countries even got teens like 15 working alr lah. not like child labour or anything. but like singing as their career. at least its better than being stuck in class half of your life. and at home the other half studying. argh.

emath sucks. yes i didn't really study for that test. failed. not a surprise. expected. but i thought would be borderline fail....disappointed.

eng seems harder to score in too. A is like 27...according to some old-fashioned british examiner's standard. dumb.

amath is easy enough. but sometimes you see the cher dun even like the subject anymore.

our schl teachers mostly suck. either dunno how to teach or can teach but make you feel like slping. so its our fault that we slp in class? i think if lessons are more interesting maybe students won't want to slp in class. so why don't they question the teachers instead of us...

I SAID LEAVE ME ALONE ASS.

Posted by chris:) at 8:54:00 PM

Sunday, February 21, 2010

i know i know. i haven't updated in AGES. sorry lah. really no time. every week average of 3 tests. haiz. might be deleting this blog. since i dun have time to update anw.

anw, CNY was not that bad. kinda nice actually. collected $220:D plus a big ang bao in the form of a new sony vaio laptop from my aunt and uncle. and a $500 cheque from my parents:D it was the best cny actually. played mahjong, blackjack...yeah. but the schl's cny concert was totally screwed. cos of the PA. or rather the lousy equipments. super budget lah the schl. all the money that they collected dunno go where.

had our first class outing on last last fri. 18 chefs for lunch then ehub wandering around then bowling. from 20+ ppl to about 10 then less than 10. haiz. at least we had an outing.

i just realised i haven't played RC in ages. haiz. so busy. dunno spend all my time on wad also.

somehow feel that this society's starting to place its priorities on the wrong stuff. shldn't we be building our character more than trying to get full marks for everytest? cos its like in class, some ppl just like shut themselves out of everything, their friends, going out, etc...they just whole day study. even when ppl beside them need help they also dun really care. ask them qns they also do their work finish then reply you. its just their selfish, self-centered behaviour that pisses me off. remedial also. some ppl dun even need to go but they go. i mean, remedial is for ppl who really need help right? so they go to prac more stuff and then can clarify any doubts with the teacher. then those smart alecks go then bombard the cher with more of their own qns. then wads the point of having remedial for those weaker than them?

...i'm not actually blaming anyone here. but these are just some of my thoughts..not that they can't go and ask qns but they can always do it like on other days after schl or after that period right?

i keep feeling that one day our world will be very advanced in technology and everything. like it'll be a very computerised world. like ppl can just talk to other ppl's holograms or smth instead of them. but at wad cost? at the expense of our emotions? just like everyone will be robots. and there will be noevidence of humanity left. that kind of thing. why can't we just stop inventing new technology anw? why do have to invent them? to "make our lives easier"? or to make us lazier?

haiz. if only jesus was still here. i've been having that thought. there would be lesser problems in the world. ppl could be healed, of diseases like cancer that currently have no cure. and the other thousands, millions of other diseases in the world even...that would be nice...keep wishing.

Posted by chris:) at 4:33:00 PM