Monday, May 31, 2010

moving to tumblr temporarily. if i can't figure out a way to put the tagboard and links there then i'll most probably change back to here. but mainly i'll be posting there first.

whitegrey-sketches.tumblr.com


can't think of a better name for it. so dun blame me if it sounds too long:)

have fun. holidays are here:)

Posted by chris:) at 8:18:00 PM

Saturday, May 29, 2010

considering changing my blog to tumblr.
seems easier to use. more fun too. hahaha. still considering. but like i dun really know. so have to see how first bah:) gonna slp soon. i'm on a korean show rampage:D

Posted by chris:) at 11:51:00 PM

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

whats wrong with ppl these days. doing stuff for the wrong reasons.

going for cell last sat was a wise choice:D interesting stuff. changed my perspective of some churches. cos i dun think they're actually teaching their members the right stuff. like some actually focus more on wealth instead of god. i dunno. hard to explain without being too judgemental and without naming any. naomi shared a story with me too. and i dun think speaking in tongues can be learnt right? like just by praying. it's more of a gift. yet someone told me there's some cells in some churches where all their cell members can speak in tongues. it's kinda freaky i think. and sort of fake. but no one really knows i guess. it's btw them and god after all. they can pretend for all i care.

another one jon shared was damn funny. like there's this pastor who'll say "can you feel the wind? god is in the wind..." that kind of stuff. but isn't it contradicting what the bible says? cos by saying that you're implying that if you dun feel the "wind", god isn't there? but isn't god supposed to be in you? ahhh. nvm. just some thoughts. quite dumb lah i think.

now i know why my dad opposed to my sis when she suggested changing to that church. hahaha.

but most ppl actually join that church cos of their friends and they think it's cool. cos of the worship and all. which is actually going there for the wrong reason in the first place dun you think?

Posted by chris:) at 10:59:00 PM

Saturday, May 22, 2010

wasted my time going to some condo to give out flyers but couldn't even get in...

stupid security guard.

stupid schl.

they didn't even arrange properly lah.

then like almost my whole class went there for nothing.

and one grp managed to get in cos they took cab and the stupid guards didn't check the cab so they were stopped when trying to get out. hahaha. damn stupid. like wth. wads the point of not letting them go out lah. super dumb can.

and i tell u the weather was killer. and stupid ppl got off the bus early so had to walk all the way to the place. when we could have stayed in the air con bus longer and alighted directly outside the place. haiz.

wanted to go cca de. then need do this stupid thing. in the end go there for nothing and the thought of climbing the hill to go back to schl really put me off. so i decided to go home. kinda sad. wanted to see how those ppl were doing. how they scolded ppl. hahaha. oh well. nxt time then.

cos prac tmr. plus cell. somehow dun really wanna go cell anymore. like no purpose. and i find no joy in doing that.

oh yes. i think i'm crazy lah. i borrowed like 6 books from schl library to read. and 2 more from nlb just now. plus the 2 last time which i have yet to really finish. that makes 10 books. zzz. minus one. read time traveller's wife alr. i like how the author uses parts of diff poems to link to the story. interesting and unique writing:)

gonna slp soon i guess.

Posted by chris:) at 12:41:00 AM

Monday, May 17, 2010

horrible. when you can't even rely on the one thing you thought you could to pull up your marks, where does that leave you? stranded on a sinking island i guess. die.

i suck. wth lah. study so hard also like useless like that. normally class test the day before chiong also can get at least B lah. this is like....super duper demoralising can. not just one leh. like a few. and i have a feeling that the rest won't be much better. if it is it's a miracle. and i desperately need many miracles now. to save my SA1. help....i dunno leh. is it the paper that's hard or i'm not trying hard enough? cos i think i studied harder than last year alr. though i know i wasn't 100% prepared. at least also 70% wad. then got this kind of shit results. haiz. esp eng lah. when i got the paper i was staring at that stupid single digit compre mark and trying to comprehend wad it is lah. trying to think wads the total mark. i sat there staring at the stupid paper for like 1 min and then i rmbed its out of 25. and then i just felt like ripping the darn paper apart and shredding it into many many tiny pieces and throwing it away. felt like crying lah. but it's okay. i won't cry over stupid stuff. unless i failed it. then i'll just feel even more pissed with myself. compo also. 21/30 when i should have gotten at least a 23. stupid. they want personal stories right? that's wad i wrote. look where i ended up. zzz. then the stupid marker also. i use repetition. like it's a style of writing wad right? then comment there: repeating redundant. wth man. if i ever find out who marked my paper i'll go slap that person. really hard.

tmr will be spammed with results again. damn tiring lah. dun care le. i shall enjoy seeking comfort in my laptop and youtubing while i can.

Posted by chris:) at 8:13:00 PM

Friday, May 14, 2010

tired. doesn't feel as though exams are over though. still feel kinda stressed and tired. i'll probably be better after slping late tmr though:D

torturous 2 weeks plus of exams. horrible. half of them i probably died. hahaha. esp amath paper 2. nvm. over. shall not talk about it.

went orchard there eat with sheen, gold and potassium. hahaha. even though i felt like going home for some reason. i only realised why after i got home. hahaha. pms. nvm. ate some ex stuff then walked around at 313 somerset. the shops stuff all super nice lor. but all quite ex also. and oh oh oh!!! i think i'm in love with hmv. hahaha. didn't realise they sell so many things. would buy almost half the shop if i could. all so nice....hahaha. its kind of like a clothes shop, cd shop, dvd shop, electronics and gaming shop PLUS BOOK STORE combined into one. so cool. we spent damn long in there. and the only thing we got was sheen's jap mag. lol. but still nice to see and touch. hahaha.

tiring ride home on mrt. packed like sardines. stuffy. then when i was walking home from the bus stop saw this little girl bout maybe 3/4 years old sitting on the dirty and a little wet floor wailing. super loud and high pitch kind. at first i just ignore. then like her bro got pissed with her and began shouting at her which made her cry more. for like 5 mins. ppl were actually stopping to stare lah. but no one actually did anything. zzz. felt like walking up to him and slapping him. hard. and then i had to force myself to walk away. zzz. and then they actually took the same lift as me and the girl was still sniffing and the stupid bro just pretend nothing's wrong. wth. so sad lah. had a strong urge to just like at least pat her head or smth. reach out to her and tell her its okay. that her bro's just being a total asshole. haiz. and did i mention he's fat? super. made me hate him more. not that i'm prejudiced against ppl who have more fatty acids and glycerol...

and wads wrong with teens these days. they have to like write everything they do with some other person on their blogs is it? why do they even wanna tell others about their private stuff. like smth that's so private. as in if u guys really love/like each other it doesn't mean that you have to go around showing it right? shldn't it be smth btw the both of you only? i dunno. that's wad i think. cos i think its disgusting and irritating. eesh.

finally can continue watching my wgm alr:D hahaha. jokwon and ga-in super funny.

oh and i'm ermmm...crap i forgot the word for it. yan2 jiu1. yes. i'm yan jiu-ing a really cool book which contains many extracts from many sketchbooks of many artists/designers/illustrators. rather cool stuff:D thats all.

oh right. cca. hope can start soon and can go back a few more times to help. and watch interesting stuff. hahaha. so sad handedover le. i wouldn't mind scolding. she deserves it. some juniors are really.....i can only say too straightforward. or else they type/write/say stuff without thinking and processing it through that minute little puny brain or theirs. its gotten so bad that i think it's like cyber bullying alr lah. seriously. nvm. see wad happens first.

Posted by chris:) at 11:37:00 PM