Monday, August 31, 2009

OHHH. YAH.

who watched michael jackson history world tour on channel 5 on sat? its damn cool lah. he dance like..continuously. and he doesn't even seem tired can. MOONWALK. hahaha. cool. i like billie jean or smth like that. catchy tune. oh oh oh. there was this SUPER COOL GREEN ELECTRIC GUITAR MAN. SO COOL. got smoke come out leh. hahaha. GREEN LAH. i'm gonna buy a green guitar nxt time.

i wanna learn a lot of instruments lah. but no time. electric guitar, acoustic, bass, drums:D

gtg.

Posted by chris:) at 6:07:00 PM

wlao. blogger seriously needs to improve man. the whole thing just plain sucks lah. irritating. I CAN"T POST PICS. arghhh.

today's performance was damn cool and fun man. had performances by concert band and harmonica...then 2G's singing which wasn't that nice. lol. sounded like ducks...anw. OH. 4A danced to "nobody" damn funny cos there was this guy who's damn gay. and he did a solo. so after their performance everyone was like "encore, encore!!" hahaha. then had some surprise performance by some teachers. and they sang i'm yours. oh and mr zheng sang qing tian and played the guitar. super cool.

after that went back class. some sort of party thing...then blah blah blah. wait for ppl finish giving teachers presents then went watch movie!! with fedora, jolyn, sheen. yixiu went home before we even bought the tickets cos of her dad. lol. just now super angry lah. cos actually i had 2 other movie dates. lol. p6 class and with becky they all. and i gave p both cos i thought a lot of ppl from class would go and it'll be damn fun. but in the end...dunno them lah.

proposal was nice lah. super funny. but a bit sick. hahaha. and the cinema was damn cold. my hands freezing..but ehub cinema colder. that one is super super cold lah. hahaha.

yesterday combined service. start at 10. before church went old airport road the food centre eat breakfast with some ppl from philipine. dunno how spell lah. dunno they come here for wad. but my mum that time go mission trip work with the church staff there so now must bring them around like that lor. so i follow. hahaha.

had buffet lunch in church cos is celebration of 40 DOC thing. then went home rest a while then go church fetch those ppl again. went esplanade and marina barrage take photos and stuff. then went lau pa sat eat dinner. satay plus bbq stingray plus rojak plus fried rice and mee goreng. mee goreng super spicy lah. stingray super nice. hahaha. then bring them back to church and went home.

tmr no schl. maybe going zoo. hahaha. bring those ppl go zoo. dunno for wad leh. like their country no animal meh. lol. today my mum bring them go sentosa lor. I WANNA GO. sentosa nicer than zoo. hope can go lah. or else need stay at home whole day. sian.

oh yah. got amath binomial thing. tmr then do lah. i go watch show first:D

i think wed thurs fri got cca lor. must chiong training. nxt wk competition le. oh but i have cip with 3E on fri. sad. dunno anyone there lah...i shall be a loner.

Posted by chris:) at 4:57:00 PM

Thursday, August 27, 2009

crap reflections

thanks for cheering me up man. love you.

things i've learnt this month..

stone, think, reflect. things i've been doing often

ppl love other's acceptance.

no matter how many times someone says there is no right or wrong answer, there actually is one. some more correct than others, some giving u more marks than others.

you can try your best but still fail. literally.

i'm scared of changes. esp ppl changing. u can know them one moment but see a complete stranger there the next.

we've made a pact. after the o lvls. make sure u rmb. cos i'll make sure i do.

yeah you're right. i'm regretting opting for triple sci geog. cos i dunno where i sand now. shld have chosen the same as them. stick tgt. but if that was the case...i wouldnt have met them. but now i feel so separated from the rest...

i try to be happy for the sake of the happiness of others around me. but i can't.

u think you're being sacrificial. but you're not. you're just being someone who's not getting their priorities right. when i tell u to go supervise them u go do it. and dun give me the crap excuse that you're buuilding the bloody robot. cos its useless even if u can build it and ur grp members are there playing computer games. dun piss me off man. seriously. cca sucks. u can be strict to them. but it'll be useless. cos its their attitude that needs changing. they think that leaving halfway or earlier or not even coming is fine. i try to stop it. but when you're alone. and everyone else is against u. u can't do anything. even the pres doesn't care. of course the juniors won't either. one person can't possibly change the whole world. i'll die trying before i even start.

one day. the cca will just...wth does the schl expect us to do with such a low budget. yeah. they claim that the schl doesnt wanna provide more funds cos we aren't winning anything. but if they bloody dun give us the funds needed to upgrade our equipment and buy new batteries instead of trying to salvage spoilt ones HOW THE HECK ARE WE GONNA WIN??? wtf. pissed off. seriously. they're damn biased towards sports. no offense. i understand cos its sort of learning centre of excellence. but they're like overdoing it alr. just go ask any other cca lah.

u guys think having 3 sec 3s trying to lead a cca very easy meh. u try lah. alr normal exco got prob alr. 3 ppl leh. and got ppl only fort he position de. not even serious. wth lah. like that as good as 2 ppl only right. sucks man.

its late. by right can type much more. but i dun feel like it. tired. 2 posts in one day. make up for not posting last wk.

Posted by chris:) at 10:29:00 PM

blogger sucks.

feel sad like almost everyday.

yifang's leaving. one of the reasons. and i actually was stupid enough to skip it cos we had some stupid cca meeting which wasn't really a meeting. i'm sick of it lah. everything. why the heck do we even need to do stuff that we dun like if its a waste of our time?

ahhh wadever. i dun care.

i'm sry but i have to say this. sry. really. but..

wads with the crap about class tshirts lah. just cos lst yr's 2A's shirt was green...we can't have green? then if everyone's from diff classes. all diff colours...does that mean we dun have to make a shirt anymore cos all everyone's class used all the colours alr? ur last yr class and memories belong to last yr. this yr is diff. why can't u ppl just move on with life?

honestly didn't expect u to be like that. thought u understood. but u didn't. its okay i guess. fine. wadever. the 2 words i've been saying damn often. cos i dun care. anymore.

after emath test went TM with becky and friends. bee a damn long time since i did that. super long. i missed it. realised nowthat everytime i laugh or smile just a while my cheek muscles will ache. and i think i know why..hahaha. maybe cos i dun smile or laugh as much as i used to when i was with them last yr. which means that i'm less happy everyday..ah crap. thats bad.

u can know smth but still be unable to accept it. i wonder why.

time quality love language? maybe.

hahaha. "just eat your life,digest it and excrete it out. then your life'll be gone just like that." isn't that supposed to be bad? cos ur life's a waste product. with no uses. no meaning...

Posted by chris:) at 9:51:00 PM

Monday, August 10, 2009

happy bday to you. hahaha.

reached home at 9 last night. watched half of s'pore idol. sad lah. i thought 9 start leh. but its 8.30....): sad. then my dad went coffee shop there watch football. man u vs chelsea. so i watched some korean movie that my aunt lent. watched halfway slp. super tired lor. plaay so much. then i think my sis watched finish and she's an idiot cos i told her to wake me up if i slp. and she didn't. =.= anw i woke up at like 11.50pm. then super blur lah. damn groggy. so i waited until 12 while preparing to slp. and then i sent a msg. and went to slp. hahaha. sounds retarded.

anw i woke at 9 plus today cos SOMEONE sent me a msg and woke me up. lol. then talked a while and i went back to slp again. woke up at like 11 plus. ate breakfast. slacked in room. eat lunch. played psp. went to bathe. use com.

slping early tonight. dun think i'll study for ss. dunno study wad also..thats it.

and i just realised how fun pet society is:D retarded..

Posted by chris:) at 5:55:00 PM

Sunday, August 9, 2009

at avery's hse now. i mean mansion... tired after playing rock band for almost the whole day. hand hurts after playing guitar and drums. but its fun lah. i wanna buy man... leaving at 8. hahaha. and i hurt my back while playing some childish shooting game with toy guns. LOL. but its damn fun. i whacked my back against the wall. now my bone hurts T.T

oh yeah. went aston's for lunch just now. courtesy of marcus tay. hahaha. he bought all 11 ppl lunch. THANKS MAN. chargrill chicken plus fries and mashed potato was nice. fries tasted like potato chips hahaha.

HAPPY 44th NATIONAL DAY. hahaha. randomness

tues planning to go schl super early. to do stuff. have to wake up at like 5.30. probably taking bus to mrt myself too...sad. hopefully can slp a while in class after that. or else will be SUPER TIRED.

fri walked arnd for about 2 hours trying to find a present. in the end didn't buy anything besides a super cool cap. hahaha. so after bala on sat i went to buy it myself. and i got scolded again. but it wasn't your fault, if you're reading this. so dun worry. just that my dad didn't specify stuff and i walked around in the stupid hot sun for about 15 min trying to find him. everytime things go wrong its always my fault. yeah. i realised that during my 15 years in the family. thanks a lot man.

planning fun stuff on tues:D hopefully everything will go well hahaha.

not watching ndp. cos its kinda boring...maybe nxt time watch the repeat telecast lor. I WANNA WATCH SINGAPORE IDOL!! hahaha. after ndp. hopefully i get home in time. but i think i won't be able to watch lah. cos of my dad. stupid punishment..wadever man. i still have my psp. u can't stop me from using that lah. esp since i have no hw...

dun think i can stay awake for very long..eyes tired alr.

cause i can't help falling in love with you...

its a nice song...(:

Posted by chris:) at 7:34:00 PM

Friday, August 7, 2009

okay i'm here to blog cos SOME PPL told me to.

tues went out the whole day. hence, didn't have time to memorise the whole chunk of gong han. which i won't bother to anw. and so many ppl cheated. which was quite obvious. but wby was oblivious to it. LOL. wads with my eng man. nvm. influenced by sheen's weird accent.

so we went to swensons. at parkway parade. yes. i had beef lasagne:D NICE LOR. plus a bit of my mum's steak cos i was damn damn damn hungry. cos we ate at like 2 plus. zzz. then had ice cream and fries. which was SUPER NICE. had these malt chocolate balls in it plus caramel syrup:D:D:D:D

then went shopping. just walked around. and there's this shop there. i forgot the name. but i was attracted to all the colourful stuff inside. which were mainly notebooks and those writing materials lah. then cos i was looking for a present for SOMEONE. lol. i went to the purple notebooks there. SUPER COOL LAH. GOT GREEN ALSO CAN. DAMN NICE. is those kind og super good quality notebooks lah. but when i saw the price...one small puny tiny A6 size notebook. costs $18+. crazy lah. but its really damn nice.

so now i have to think of wad else i can get her...crap

then went for coffee. I WAN STARBUCKS OR COFFEE BEAN BUT MY MUM SAID NO. sad...then walked around the WHOLE place. A LOT. then went ikea. the tampines one. to look for one pathetic stirrer. zzz. oh and i saw this small pots of plants which can be put into even nicer white porcelain pots. damn cute. and i just realised i could have bought that for her...damn. then can draw on the pot..crap. i wan one too...nvm. too late.

then went home lor. this wk seems damn slack.

ndp today was quite a failure. not as fun as last yr. thought would be better since no sun. but its more boring. they cut out a lot of parts. even the prayer also shorter. last yr was damn long. then everything went past the schedule. lol. at least we could slack in class during tree planting hahaha.

wonder wads his prob. everything also cannot. go home so early for wad. also nothing to do. no hw..wth

may be going avery's hse on sun. i not sure yet. but i'll probably be grounded or smth for today. stupid ass. wadever lah. dun really care anymore. listen to him for wad. he doesn't even listen to wad i say.

dunno why leh. yesterday got back eng test felt damn sad and pissed with myself. for getting so low.why the heck am i becoming like them? is it because i expected myself to do better or am i changing? for the worse. arghhhhh.

questions questions questions. flooding my mind right now.

why do i get angry when i see her? cos i feel betrayed?

my sis is irritating me. get lost man.

damn. i'm falling deeper and i can't do anything about it.

Posted by chris:) at 6:28:00 PM

Tuesday, August 4, 2009

bored at home. my mum didn't go work.

later going swensons!!! :D:D:D:D

Posted by chris:) at 11:07:00 AM

Monday, August 3, 2009

YAY TMR NO SCHOOL!!! hahaha
some achievement day:) which means that tonight i can watch tv/use com/play psp until quite late. WOHOOOO!!! hope tmr no HBL though...will DIE.

btw, fedora is crazy. hahaha. she probably won't read this though..lol.

and thanks lah. everyone pangsehed me today. no one go home with me. so pathetic can. so i had to walk to mrt with yixiu and sheen the 2 crazy ppl. make me RUN DOWN THE HILL. siao. hahaha. but sheen couldn't run cos carrying too many jap stuff. lol.

NO CCA!!! for the first time in many weeks... after today and tmr probably will train super hiong again lah. got rgp coming up. MUST WIN!!! I DUN CARE. I WANNA PWN WOODLANDS RING.

i go watch show le:D

Posted by chris:) at 2:54:00 PM

Saturday, August 1, 2009

sry long time nvr post. busy with cca stuff. almost everyday cca cos got competition. havent used the com in ages man...in the end also nvr win. but we got into finals...damn sad lah. yesterday missed out 3 cubes or else can get full score. but even if full score also won't win cos other teams timing damn fast. sian.

emoing now. did the blogger thing change or smth? cos now i dunno how to change font and like can't upload photos. my back and finger hurts lah. finger cos the robot metal thing cut then i scraped it again cos punched the wall. long story lah. cos my sis sucked up to my dad and he thought i was bullying her or wadever shit. i was so damn angry lah. hate being misunderstood. the feeling is like can make u angry until wanna explode like that.

after vjc challenge still have to prepare for sep R1. will be busy again. hopefully can cope with schoolwork. cos i dun understand a thing about chem. esp chap 9 and 10. so chim. i think i'm gonna fail my geog test too.


i'm like becoming more prone to anger outbursts now. again. dunno why. almost happened in class once...arghghhh. getting damn irritated.

everyone has two faces. some of us just did a better job of hiding it that others

Posted by chris:) at 7:06:00 PM