Sunday, September 14, 2008

actually today i nothing much to post about de. but i was blog surfing, and the more i looked at other ppl's blogs, the more pissed i got. so here i am, venting everything.

went to church, as usual. but cos helpers and the SS kids had to sit in sanctuary for sermon. its damn boring i tell you. i just sit there look down at my shoes for the 20 min plus. lol. quite dumb. and yes, i didn't sing. cos i wanna quit. as i said many times le. but the stupid idiot go complain that i nvr sing lah. wth. wads it to YOU anw? like you really care? and dun pretend to be so concered in front of my dad can? like why today you nvr sing? just get lost lah. none of your business rite? and i'm quitting in case you dunno. i dun care already. everytime i go there they dun even appreciate. i help you guys sing but do you care? no. you just take it for granted. so now you know wad it feels like to be helpless? good for you. naomi quitted a long time ago anw. so why can't i do the same? i was supposed to be out since p6 le, but i chose to stick with you guys. not that you ppl care. so thats it. i give up. happy?

and you. dun act like you're so freaking innocent in front of them can? flirt. if u like him just tell him lah. wads ur prob? dun try to get close to him first by smsing him everyday can? its damn irritating. doesn't mean i dun like her i will support you. cos i dun like ur way of doing things. dumbass. who do you think u are? doesn't mean i'll agree with everything u do. you're just being a bitch, geddit?

those 2 para is for 2 ppl from church de.

i know i'm not supposed to judge them, but i just can't stand them. its pissing me off. the more i think about it, i feel like there's some kind of fire in my chest, and i can't get it out. and its growing. sometimes, it just comes out. like just now. sry if i shocked you guys. i couldn't help it. everything just came out when i was pissed.

the nxt paragraph will be for someone in my schl. you shld know who u are.

can you pls pls stop acting? i know you're very good at it. maybe thats why you're acting every single day. i dunno if you're just trying to get friends or power or wadever you want. but its irritating, pissing, and idiotic. if you really like him, then go tell him lah. dun be so freaking proud just bcos u like him. i dun think he will be proud of u liking him anw.

that felt good. i'm sick and tired of these ppl. i can't stand them. everytime i see them i just feel like punching them in the face. like wads ur prob?

are they really friends? they dun sound like my friends. just bcos i didn't say anything means i'm ok with it. do you guys really understand me at all? cos i dun think you do. wth is wrong with me. or you rather? i think it would be better if i'm in 2k or something lah. at least their more bonded. and the ppl in there attitude is much better than 2G can? i hate you. i hate about everyone. i dunno. can we even continue as friends? i wonder..

i give up. everything is pointless now

Posted by chris:) at 3:54:00 PM