Saturday, September 13, 2008

sian...i can't keep track of time now lah. its like passing so damn fast. oh man...

got art hw, geog ws...and the ting xie thing. which i can't be bothered to do.

i tot i posted like wed lah. seriously. nvr mind.

wed:
- had aviator. finished at around 6.15, cos got some landing competition which kian leong won. lol. but the badge quite nice lah. gold colour aeroplane.
- went home to mug for chinese common test. even the CT seems like it happened a week ago. wad the hell is wrong with me? crap lah.

thurs:
- CT. damn sian. i dun really bother studying. and i dun care about my marks le.
- didn't go badminton cos GMPS got some PSLE thing, and we can't use the hall. who cares. usually i'll be damn enthu lah. but now everything has lost its purpose. i wonder why. i feel so frustrated. damn.

fri:
-had cca which totally sucked. it was games day, but we only played captain's ball for the 1 hour plus. lol. but i didn't play. cos got cramp. and the floor damn slippery lah. the seniors damn stupid.
- put kiaqian's wallet on the goal post thing. lol. hz's idea. damn funny lah. but in the end we halp him take down. -.-
when they still playing me and hz go up. lol. go her class play taiti. 2 rounds. then go back. just nice lah. they come up when we go back.
- lol. xinyu went around looking for her skirt but actually hz help her take. damn dumb lah.
- had the stupid mid-autumn crap thing. sat down to watch concert for like 1 hour plus. which is damn boring.
then we were free to roam around the schl for like 2 hours. stupid lah. as if very fun meh? just walk...but mandy, annabella, sam, dave, hongming, rex, kianleong, nicholas and the rest. we just stayed in class. lol. they say wanna lock door also nvr lock. then we just sit there talk lor. with the lights off. we scare ppl like amanda and corny a while, but damn sian. then the guys got light candle and use deoderant spray, then got flame. damn cool lah. i took video but can't upload. sian. then left 15 min the cai jun jun tell us can't stay in class. then we go out sit until can go lor. and i took a ride from amanda. reached home about 9.10. and my family not back. they went swimming. -.- so i just watch tv lor.

time passes damn fast. today i did nothing. NOTHING. can you believe it? i can't except use the com for 1 hour.

tmr got some SS thing. and cos helper must go first 5 pew sit with the little children. and do actions for the kiddy little songs. sian..better than singing in choir. and i'm the only sec 2 now. so i'm gonna quit. and not sing tmr. damn paiseh lah.

wads my purpose? crap. i think i've been through this hundreds of times. but i still can't find it. even a carrer as an athlete seems impossible. hope i just die here. right now. so i dun have to go through this crap stuff anymore. i'm tired of this. wth. i hate this.

breaking dawn totally rocks man. so cool. but its kinda sad that theres no more sequels. at least theres the movie. i swear i'm gonna watch it. maybe cos i'm sad. like the book has really ended, so i'm emoing...i dunno...

assume nothing, question everything

shld i or shld i not? i dunno. why dun you just tell me the answer, then i won't have to be here hoping...at least if i noe wad i'm doing, i know i'm doing it cos i have a purpose. wads ur freaking problem? dammit

Posted by chris:) at 7:04:00 PM