Thursday, March 5, 2009

many things to post about...but i'll talk more when got more time. yeah

while waiting for the bus just now saw this little girl with her grandparents. her grandfather was carrying her and they looked so caring..kinda envied her. dunno why. but feel a bit sad then was emoing on the bus..maybe cos both my grandfathers died when i was young. 1 before i was even born and the other when i was still a baby. so i dun really rmb anything about them. and i only have 1 photo of 1 of my grandfather. if only he was still here...maybe life would be very different. i only remembered my mum telling me that i always played with my grandfather's specs. hahaha. when i saw the small girl, i guess i was kind of wondering if that could have been me. and what it was like when he was still there then. the thing about life is..you can nvr change wad has already happened. when its over, its over. so i guess he's really gone. and there's no way i can ever see him again. unless maybe i meet him in heaven. which is close to impossible. cos i dun think he accepted christ. but i just wanna say that i miss him. so much.

Posted by chris:) at 6:22:00 PM