Tuesday, April 14, 2009

seriously. i dun a bloody damn about anything anymore. u wan scold me or wadever. up to u. idiot. i come home early, use com, u not happy. i come back late, u not happy. then say but i allow u to use com without telling me. wth.

i hate this life. its killing me. seriously. so many things happening. not good things obviously. yah. but thanks to turtle and sheen and ruixian for helping me out. really thanks a lot:) u nvr know how much u miss someone only when they're gone. and i miss u :( at least you're still here. not somewhere far away.

yesterday on the bus i suddenly felt like i had to apologise to her. dunno why also. was just staring out and thinking of a lot of stuff lah. she said she wasn't angry le. but i thin she still is. cos she's been avoiding me lah. hate this kind of stuff. damn irritating. bei wu hui de gan jue ye hen nan shou. like damn frustrated. and u keep thinking: wad can i do to make that person understand??? yupp. like gan jue hen wu nai. and i take back everything i said. i the recent posts. cos it was like just to vent all my frustrations there. actually dun even noe why apologised. wasn't really my fault anw. but after much counselling/talking with turtle and sheen...i decided to just di tou ren cuo. like turtle says: sec 3 only got 3 ppl this yr. u can't afford to have this kind of things happening. which i kind of agree.

i dunno lah. i dun really like to handle these things. irritating. yupp. so u know wad? if u dun trust me anymore or still think that i suck or wadever...just go ahead. no one's stopping u anymore. like my dad said. exams damn near le. must concentrate more on my studies. and guess i'll just hope that it doesn't affect me that much.

cca today was kinda fun. hahaha. wait. my thoughts all messed up le. i start from yesterday:)

yesterday.
went for cca. heard that got some "vip" gonna go our cca room. so mrs tan say we gotta clean up by 3. then 2.30 the room still damn messy cos jack they all go take out everything and repack it. yah. then mrs tan suddenly come in then see still so messy then freak out. then help us pack. ahahaha. say at least make the room presentable. just hide all the rubbish and junk. dun care. later then throw. LOLOLOL. damn funny. so we chiong. then finish le. she go out. then we open all the curtain so can see when they coming. then at the other window there jane suddenly go open the window then kan dao one guy staring at her from there. ahahahaha. super funny lah. then the outside ppl still go vid and take pic. LOL. anw,yah. ended up we pack for nothing. cos the stupid vips got no time. so they nvr go our cca. wth. yah. then nothing...

today
sel got drama workshop which is damn lame lah. the stupid woman keep picking on me...wth. idiotic. its kinda fun. but damn damn damn lame. ended damn late also. 3.15 like that. then chiong for cca. jack tried to beat my timing. but failed. pathetic. after half an hour, he finally got 14.6. but after that i finish eating i go in run my program once then 14.4 LOLOLOL. in his face. damn funny. then i go edit. make the line segment 6.8k speed. then he say sure cannot de. but just run. then he say if can complete he give me one dollar. ahahahha. guess wad??? yupp. completed. but is one part out by a lot, t hen later continue running. LOLOLOL. super funny. my robot loves me:) hahaha. 14.2 leh. win wrss lor. hahhaa. nxt time then upload the vids from last time. then batt charging so play truth or dare. hahaha. funny. took a lot of vids.

tmr cca. a bit sian lah. hope everything works out. even if it doesn't. i dun think i'll mind. cos i've found someone else who can talk to me. comfort me. hahaha. after losing touch for so long...

really miss her man. so long nvr meet le. just now talk damn long. hahaha. quite fun. and at least i feel safe telling her stuff...

Posted by chris:) at 8:53:00 PM