Saturday, May 23, 2009

kinda pissed now lah. my sis is irritating me again. as usual. kaopei.

morning ask her help me research some stuff for cos then she say cannot find. then now her stupid laptop can't connect to internet then expect me to lend her. wth. damn selfish lah.can't stand her. bet u later my mum will tell me let her use...everytime also like that de.

morning went bala. surprisingly he finished earlier cos i say i nid go early. hahahaa. like 10 min early. not late. for once.

damn it lah. my stupid sis acting emo now. wtf. in front of my mum some more. damn asshole sia. hate ppl like that. seriously i hate her lah. even if something happen and very obvious is her fault my mum will still side with her. so most of the time i just accept it lah. if i argue also useless..

then waited 20 min for my dad come fetch me. then went home eat. he went pentecost for friend wedding..zzz. then went church. now in church...forget it lah. no mood post le.

got scolded as expected. cos my mum want me share the bloody laptop with my sis. WTF. asshole. just cos she over there act emo. everytime like tht lah. just now ask her help she also dun wanna help right. some more go msg me say is my prob leh. then tell me use my own brain think. fucking bitch. hate her. everytime act like the world revolve around her. then boss ppl around. esp ppl younger than her. seriously hate her. and apparently now she trying to make my mum scold me and let her use the laptop. cb. kp. go die lah. my life would be less troublesome without her can. every morning slp like pig. evertytime nid either me or my dad wake up. even if she wake up she lie in her bed dun wanna move. then her alarm ring she also heck care. wtf. damn selfish lah. then everyday my dad send her to schl. send me to mrt only. so everytime of course she early i late lah. bitch. ask her move her fat ass faster also purposely do things slowly. hate her. hope nxt time she dun go ahs. anw also dun think she can make it lah. results like shit like that. dunno why my mum still so biased towards her. my ss full marks i show my dad he didn;t even say anything lah. bastard. hate my whole family. then he everytime only focus on all the bad stuff. thats why until now still havent show him my chem paper.,and i think they dun even bother lah. dun understand why i'm studying so hard. i could just forget everything. like just let go, become slack. take the easier path. my life would be so much better. why shld i even try to study and get As when they dun even give a damn about it. dun see the point of doing well for them to make them happy since they dun even care...maybe i shld have just not studied so hard last year. thn wouldnt have gotten into triple sci. and wouldnt have to worry about my results being below average...

Posted by chris:) at 5:59:00 PM