Thursday, August 27, 2009

crap reflections

thanks for cheering me up man. love you.

things i've learnt this month..

stone, think, reflect. things i've been doing often

ppl love other's acceptance.

no matter how many times someone says there is no right or wrong answer, there actually is one. some more correct than others, some giving u more marks than others.

you can try your best but still fail. literally.

i'm scared of changes. esp ppl changing. u can know them one moment but see a complete stranger there the next.

we've made a pact. after the o lvls. make sure u rmb. cos i'll make sure i do.

yeah you're right. i'm regretting opting for triple sci geog. cos i dunno where i sand now. shld have chosen the same as them. stick tgt. but if that was the case...i wouldnt have met them. but now i feel so separated from the rest...

i try to be happy for the sake of the happiness of others around me. but i can't.

u think you're being sacrificial. but you're not. you're just being someone who's not getting their priorities right. when i tell u to go supervise them u go do it. and dun give me the crap excuse that you're buuilding the bloody robot. cos its useless even if u can build it and ur grp members are there playing computer games. dun piss me off man. seriously. cca sucks. u can be strict to them. but it'll be useless. cos its their attitude that needs changing. they think that leaving halfway or earlier or not even coming is fine. i try to stop it. but when you're alone. and everyone else is against u. u can't do anything. even the pres doesn't care. of course the juniors won't either. one person can't possibly change the whole world. i'll die trying before i even start.

one day. the cca will just...wth does the schl expect us to do with such a low budget. yeah. they claim that the schl doesnt wanna provide more funds cos we aren't winning anything. but if they bloody dun give us the funds needed to upgrade our equipment and buy new batteries instead of trying to salvage spoilt ones HOW THE HECK ARE WE GONNA WIN??? wtf. pissed off. seriously. they're damn biased towards sports. no offense. i understand cos its sort of learning centre of excellence. but they're like overdoing it alr. just go ask any other cca lah.

u guys think having 3 sec 3s trying to lead a cca very easy meh. u try lah. alr normal exco got prob alr. 3 ppl leh. and got ppl only fort he position de. not even serious. wth lah. like that as good as 2 ppl only right. sucks man.

its late. by right can type much more. but i dun feel like it. tired. 2 posts in one day. make up for not posting last wk.

Posted by chris:) at 10:29:00 PM