Sunday, September 6, 2009
today is a super sad day. feel sad.
yeah. some ppl really do stuff or say stuff without processing it in that big egoistic brain of theirs first. hurting other ppl. have u ever wondered whether stuff u do irritates ppl or hurts their feelings? ignorant fools.
u can be better than others academically, but suck at caring for others' feelings. cos ultimately, ppl look at the way u behave, talk, and treat others-your character, and see if you're even worth being their friend. not your results.
yesterday went to marcus's dad's wake. rest of ss class went too...but he was like trying to act normal in front of us...yeah. so we just played along lor.
today had church...joined jxs. left during ss class. go eat first then go the cremation thing. met up with ppl from ss class again. then after like the closing of the casket we sat bus to mandai there...had service. pastor preached. and the seats were super cold and i was freezing even though i had my thick jacket. or maybe not so thick lah. but still..u get my point. my hands were freezing. as usual. then placed flowers on the thing and went to the viewing hall. i almost cried. ALMOST. but didn't. cos whenever i see ppl cry or upset i'll feel like crying too. then after that went to waiting hall or smth. just hanged around. grp hug, naomi prayed for marcus and then went back.
i actually learnt stuff from the preachings kay. like...
if u don't make your own choice, time will wrench away your choice, leaving u with no choice to make. therefore, don't keep thinking that u will always have time to make a choice to believe god or not or do stuff that is pleasing to god. because actually, u don't. and..
when u believein jesus christ, u will be born again. right?
so either u are borned once and die twice...OR u are borned twice and u only die once. obviously the second one is better right...yeah. so once u believe in god, u will only die the physical death. but if u don't, u will die the physical death and the spiritual one (the one where u have to account for everything u did on earth) slept on the way back on the bus...a while. and then the bus driver got lost. and didn't know how to go back. and we instead of going to bedok reservoir road, we went to tampines and then to nicoll highway and then to kpe to pie tuas to toa payoh and finally managed to reach our destination. thank god. lol.
oh yah. i probably won't have time to use the com or blog the whole of nxt wk. whole wk cca. wed still got physics and geog extra lesson. 2 lessons i hate the most..boring. can't even find time to go tuition. for test. sian. probably miss part of training in the morning lor. then chiong to schl.
the very good news is....that one robot each in the 2 grps got prob. meaning...that each grp only got 1 robot working healthily. but thankfully both can complete...so. have to find a way to fix both robots fast. or else....super screwed.yeah.
things happen for a reason. yeah. we're supposed to think that way whenever smth happens. like: oh. god made this happen for a reason, so i shld just accept it. but sometimes its damn hard to accept stuff. esp stuff that aren't meant to happen. i can't help but think that a happy family was broken up like that. one person gone. forever. and i dun see why these ppl deserve to go through this. they deserve better than that.
sounds chim when i read it. but nvm...hectic wk ahead. hope i can survive.
hope we can win this for our own sake. for the sake of our reputation.
Posted by chris:) at 6:37:00 PM
