Monday, November 16, 2009
feel like i've become 3 years older. since sat. i thought these things didn't happen in reality. but it does. i don't really get it. why pray when god allows these things to happen to you? so...things happen for a reason. god has a purpose for things to happen. so god just allows these kind of ppl to just sin? like that?i'm so disgusted that i can't even look her straight in the eye. without feeling angry. betrayed.don't even feel like planning cca stuff anymore. no one cares. at all. esp the one who shld be caring the most and just be the one leading and organising and planning more. that bastard is the one that doesn't even give a shit about anything. and i'm supposed to pick up the pieces? i'm so sick of everything alr. this stupid exco or wadever that doesn't even seem like one. a team is one where everyone works tgt. not just a few ppl and the rest just are in it for the credit, the benefits or the position.i don't wanna care about anything. cos i feel that its the only way for that stupid asshole to start picking up his own shit.i made a choice. not to go. sorry if anyone didn't like my decision. but i really had to do something that day.cos when someone says they don't care, they actually do. or they wouldn't feel so pissed that they feel like not caring.
Posted by chris:) at 3:51:00 PM
