Monday, May 17, 2010
horrible. when you can't even rely on the one thing you thought you could to pull up your marks, where does that leave you? stranded on a sinking island i guess. die.i suck. wth lah. study so hard also like useless like that. normally class test the day before chiong also can get at least B lah. this is like....super duper demoralising can. not just one leh. like a few. and i have a feeling that the rest won't be much better. if it is it's a miracle. and i desperately need many miracles now. to save my SA1. help....i dunno leh. is it the paper that's hard or i'm not trying hard enough? cos i think i studied harder than last year alr. though i know i wasn't 100% prepared. at least also 70% wad. then got this kind of shit results. haiz. esp eng lah. when i got the paper i was staring at that stupid single digit compre mark and trying to comprehend wad it is lah. trying to think wads the total mark. i sat there staring at the stupid paper for like 1 min and then i rmbed its out of 25. and then i just felt like ripping the darn paper apart and shredding it into many many tiny pieces and throwing it away. felt like crying lah. but it's okay. i won't cry over stupid stuff. unless i failed it. then i'll just feel even more pissed with myself. compo also. 21/30 when i should have gotten at least a 23. stupid. they want personal stories right? that's wad i wrote. look where i ended up. zzz. then the stupid marker also. i use repetition. like it's a style of writing wad right? then comment there: repeating redundant. wth man. if i ever find out who marked my paper i'll go slap that person. really hard.tmr will be spammed with results again. damn tiring lah. dun care le. i shall enjoy seeking comfort in my laptop and youtubing while i can.
Posted by chris:) at 8:13:00 PM
